Corey has been having chest pains for over a day and half. I was really worried about him, and told him several times that he needed to go to the doctor. But if you know Cor, he's stubborn. He kept pushing it off. Yesterday, he went into work with his chest still hurting and worked late into the night, to cover a top story. He looked plum worn out at the end of the night, and was still complaining about the pain. Today, I told him that if he didn't go to the doctor I would be super angry. He worries me so much when I know he's sick because he never complains. So, early this morning one of our really good friends Joshua (who is also Corey's best man) took him to Bristol Medical. I had to go to work. (Like a horrible fiancé'). When I got to work, a co-worker told me to just go on to the hospital since it was only 5 minutes away, so I did. This is when it gets rough for me.
I never knew I could love somebody so much besides family. Corey is my rock, the person I go to when everything else has failed. And for him to be sick, it just about kills me. I walk into the ER, he's laying on one of those twin size cots or whatever, and I just about loose it. I hate hospitals for several reasons, but when someone who has your entire heart, who you love and couldn't imagine what you would do without them, is laying in the ER, well it just freaked me out. They did a couple test, took some blood, and pronounced that they couldn't find anything wrong, and sent him home. I've never prayed so hard in my life.
I'm pretty sure it's stress, that or he pulled a muscle, but mostly stress. He works so hard, and he's kind of a perfectionist.
I love him so much. I seriously don't know what I'd do without him. I thank God tonight, that he answers prayers, that it was nothing serious. I told him last night in the parking lot that I need him forever, and I do. He makes me laugh when I've had a bad day, fixes me supper, talks to me when I'm upset, he actually listens to about anything I say, and he loves me through everything. My life is complete with him in it. I cannot wait for him to be my husband. I love him with my whole body and soul.
Thank you God for your never ending love and mercies. Thank you for touching my fiancé'. Thank you for just being awesome and sending me someone who can put up with me. (I know its rough)
"Find rest oh my soul, in God alone. My hope comes from him." Psalms 62:5
Love always,
Callie Marie
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